Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Me?
Is it me? I feel this disconnection happening and I wonder is it me? I've been silent, like I've felt I should be, but all I feel I'm getting is a loss. I know it's strengthening the most important relationships you have given me, but am I losing the others. Am I becoming the outsider looking in. I know one of my greatest lessons I still need to learn is, I can't do it all. It's hard trusting, it's a stretch, but I know I have to get it right, so I don't have to do a u-turn over and over again. I want to do it Your way, but will I have to say good-bye? will I have to let go? I know not forever, but for a season. I place it in Your hands. I trust that You are in control.
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sometimes we do have to let things go...
even relationships that you would think should never be let go.
i've realized this over and over and over w/ my mom. as much as it should be right. it's not. as much as we should be together we are not.
and that's the way it's supposed to be for now. i don't understand it. but, i'm content in knowing it's only for a season, and when i get my mom back, our relationship will be better than ever! the kind i've always wanted... needed too...
whatever relationship you've had to disconnect from a bit, He will become that to you, and fill whateve void is left.
Love you friend!
I can relate! And it is hard place to be. A confusing place to be. But all we can do is trust Him! That is what I am trying my hardest to do, even though it isn't easy at times by any means.
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